Wait you can die and come back? The fuck? That's... So you could actually kill everyone repeatedly and then...

[His voice is getting more strained and hoarse the longer he talks and yeah he is going to freak out but.. Instead he stops for a moment and rubs his eyes. He makes a cutting hand gesture and visibly gathers himself again.]

Okay, new plan. Tell me all this after I eat. Let's just.. pause the crazy for a minute.

[Both the ship based crazy and the him based crazy. Because he knows himself well enough that if he freaks the fuck out he'll probably run off somewhere and never get any coffee. ]

I just want to eat something in case I wake up and this was all a hallucination. At least I'll have that memory.

Probably.