(jinx doesn't bother to protest or jerk away when she is carried. and much, much later, she will kick herself for showing such weakness especially to her of all people. she is suppose to prove she can live on without her -- that she didn't need her stupid big sister.

but just like pirate jenny predicted, "you were already broken before you got here, weren't you? And he is going to shatter you." -- and funny how this can both lead to either the captain or venti. for her, the two of them are just different kinds of cruel.)

as she peers up to her -- her fingers still clinging to her jacket -- rapidly shaking her head.)

No, no it's not going to be okay. I-I've been here alone for so long. A-And this place is horrible! I hate it here. No matter what I do, I just..keep...ruining everything.

(it might be a little difficult to understand her with her speaking through sobs and choking up.)

I tried to...to make friends and they — (a pause.) —people keep leaving me.