...Okay, as stupid as it probably sounds to agree to that, it might. Actually help a little? I know it's chickening out and all, and like, if I'm heavy you can totally drop me...

[And yes, there is a tiny part of him yelling at himself for accepting the fact that a girl is strong enough to pick him up, but he can ignore his own ingrained misogyny for the sake of his own sanity.]

I just really don't wanna do this, to the point where I, uh, don't even physically know if I could accept it.