firewalled: (Unable to keep up this deception)
Rich Goranski ([personal profile] firewalled) wrote in [community profile] sail_ooc 2022-05-26 05:24 pm (UTC)

[Rich swallows again, looking absolutely anywhere but at Johnny as he fiddles with the clothing he'd taken off the rack.]

Yeah? Um. Who, uh, who here taught you the words for it here?

[Basically, who can he trust with all these struggles he's been dealing with since freshman year?]

I... I knew for a while, but I was scared too, of how it felt. I was pretty sure something about it was wrong, you know? That I was just confused... didn't help there was no one I could trust to talk about it. My brother gave me some hand me downs before I started high school... but I was mainly in baggy hoodies and oversized pants until I was a sophomore.

...But I made a lot of changes that year. [And though he's grateful in some ways the change was quick, he feels... a bit unsure with where he stands now. Is this really the kind of guy he wanted to be? Talking about it leaves a bad taste in his mouth. It's a wonder he's even been able to navigate this conversation with a near stranger.]

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