Taking in a large sip of her coffee, Alex is quite clearly mulling all of these things over in her mind. Well, there's apparently not as much separation from herself being inside of a horror as she might have thought that there was, kidnapping aside. Why is this giving her a mix of Gilligan's Island and Ghost Ship vibes? At least her sipping is slow and thoughtful enough that she doesn't embarrassed herself by ending up with brain freeze, which is a small favor in the thick of things, and she's big on accepting that for herself. "God, that's worrying. I'd ask why I'm here then when I'm not a fighter, but I'm also not entirely sure that it's a question that I really want an answer to. Maybe in this case, ignorance is bliss." Yes, she would try and live that for a little while but there's every chance that's what going to actually happen is that Alex is going to throw herself into figuring things out. She's definitely someone who's never going to be able to avoid the siren song of knowledge for too long. 

Her eyes are big, and of course she's going to ask: "so like Lord of the Rings elves and lycans and like Hannibal Lecter or something?" That's definitely something that's causing her fear to spike as much as she's attempting to avoid it. None of the things that she's listed are the real problem though, because what Alex is frightened of is demons and she's never exactly thought that they were anything even approaching fictional. The ones that could claim that title scare her even more than the low level baseline that she's got going.