Well, if there's anything that living in the City of Progress has taught me, it's that any progress, no matter how small, is something to be proud of! Even if the others don't see it from you doesn't mean you aren't taking the right steps!!

[ Wasn't she frowning just seconds ago? Where's this pep coming from so suddenly? ]

If this were me, I'd keep taking the steps forward as I'd need to. Remember that you need to do what's best for you, though. If you end up doing something that might, in the end, hurt you, maybe you should consider other options? And, you know, if there's really a lot of emotional build-up and such, maaaybe talking to a doctor might do you some good, too. Mine's been pretty nice to me when I had some stuff going on, too!!