Jinx, I don't like to think of anyone as 'better' than another person. That's just not the kind of person I am. I wish that you could possibly understand that about me, that I simply don't want to believe that of others. After everything we've been through together, everything we've talked about or done, all that I've given you and you think that I don't like being around you... maybe the only other thing I could do really is to put you first above everything else and that would please you. But there's nobody like that for me, not even Mizuki... [ there's nobody alive, anyway. there's only one thing or person he'd ever completely dedicate himself to. ]

But I don't know what to say, I suppose this is the first time two people were interested in me, I didn't know how to handle it. So I did poorly with it. I was interested in you, maybe I still am, but you have Ekko now... you shouldn't rely on me or need my attention, you know.