1. Do you think there's a universe in which either of us might have grown up normal? Do you envy the theoretical versions of us who lived there? Do you think they'd have been as close as the real you and me are?
2. I think you'd thrive in my world. I don't know if I would in yours, but perhaps someday we'll find out. Briefly, before we go on to greater things.
3. I find myself wanting to impress you. I'm not sure that's a good thing.
4. Your enthusiasm was a needed reminder that it's not all always awful here. Thank you for that.
5. Don't tell anyone, but sometimes I wish I was the kid you see when you're looking at me. You're horrified, I know. And normally I don't like that, but your outrage being a protective thing isn't the worst thing in the world.
6. I want to rise to the bar you set, even if it's not really a bar at all. That's probably an issue I own, more than you.
7. You get it. Are you letting yourself feel relief here, too, sometimes?
8. I consider it a gift, the opportunity to teach you the things I get to. If for no other reason than to bask in the glow of the lightbulb when it goes on.